For dance. For being a role model. For all sorts of things. (The Final Curtain Call, Revisited)

It’s kind of a big deal in dance today– it’s the first tryouts for my college dance team that I won’t be participating in, and it’s the last recital my dance studios seniors are in. Any other year, it’d be a tough choice for me to decide which to go to, but this year it was a little too easy, because I can’t really put into words how proud of North Andover School of Dance’s class of 2015 I am, even if I’m going to try.

Image via NASD Facebook
Image via NASD Facebook

I feel like every dancer comes to the moment when they’re like 14 or 15 where they realize that all the “big girls” that they used to idolize aren’t at the studio anymore, and that somehow they’ve become the “big girls.” For me, it was during a giant production rehearsal, and everyone in the room was just messing around. I threw a bunch of pirouettes, and the ridiculously talented 10-year-old in the room looked at me, and then threw just as many. My teacher caught it, smiled, tilted her head, and cooed, “aw, big sis and little sis nailing their turns.”

Big sis and little sis.

The next year the same girl pulled my name for Secret Santa, and on the evening of our Holiday Show gift exchange, I was pulling out big sis little sis necklaces. I knew, in the best way possible, that I was being watched.

Over the years I continued to hear about it: you’re being watched, Sara, work harder, someone is going to match the work you put in, Sara, don’t post that, you don’t want people to think that’s okay.

Maybe I’m just really flattering myself, and maybe all these kids weren’t really looking up to me the way I was imagining (hoping), but it doesn’t really matter. Because for me, it’s not really about what I could’ve given to them as a supposed “big girl”; it’s about what they gave to me.

I kept on working hard throughout high school because these little munchkins were always a pirouette, a leap, a tap trick behind me. I genuinely believe that I wouldn’t be the dancer that I am today if I didn’t have the need to make sure the little kids never got better than me (although that definitely happened…) I certainly wouldn’t be the person I am, either; when they eventually did get better than me, I learned how to support someone, how to stand behind them during their journey. I learned how to dance with integrity and confidence and love because I wanted them all to have that, too.

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Image via NASD Facebook

So, NASD Class of 2015, I want you all to remember this today: Stay absolutely still in your head and in your heart. From someone who has done that final bow on the Collins Center stage, as someone who walked off from her final performance a short month and a half ago, I’m telling you to be still. Feel the stage lights on your skin, look at every fallen sequin on the marley floor, hold onto those moments in the wings for as long as the music lets you. Look everyone around you in the eye, and thank them for making you into the dancer you are; thank dance for making you the person you are.

And don’t think today that you’re never going to have this (the dancing, the friends, the studio, and the love that’s inside it) again. You will. I’m telling you from experience that you will. After months away, after millions of moments of happiness at college, you’re going to walk into that studio, it all is never going to have gone away.

4 Teams I LOVED at National Dance Alliance High School Nationals

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Okay. I admit it. I’ve never watched NDA high school nationals before; but since I’ve had so much success writing about UDA Collegiate Nationals and the National Dance Team Championship, and since I loved doing so so much, I figured I’d tune into varsity.com and see what I can see!

Being real here, NDA High School nationals didn’t blow my mind. What did blow my mind is seeing the pictures and videos from the event. More than any competition I’ve followed or been to, this one seemed to bubble with spirit and sportsmanship and pure love for the sport. My team used to have a pretty close connection with the coach of Texas Tech Pom Squad, and their coach, Erin Harold, was in attendance at NDA this past weekend, and her report was so heartwarming. She posted a Facebook status talking about how inspiring it was to see teams there to work hard and cheer not only for themselves, but for everyone. Reading that kind of stuff gives me all sorts of feels, because that right there is what dance is about.

Now onto the teams I loved. I’m not super familiar with pom and kick, so even though I watched and was really impressed (especially with kick), I didn’t really feel super confident commenting on them. But the jazz and hip hop? Boy did I have stuff to talk about. Let’s go:

1. Sachem High School East Medium Varsity Jazz; Medium Varsity Hip Hop; Large Varsity Kick

This team won in jazz, and that’s really notable, and they got third in kick, which is awesome but I didn’t watch it, and honestly I can’t remember much from their jazz because their hip hop was. freaking. killer. I loved every second of it. They were buck, their choreography was spot on, they were clean, their costumes were great, their showmanship was all there. This routine could’ve easily held its own at a UDA competition, no questions asked. Check out this pep rally routine from 2014 that knocked my socks off:

2. Lake Central Centralettes Large Varsity Jazz; Large Varsity Hip Hop

What a lovely jazz routine! The they got seventh in hip hop, which is always commendable, but let’s talk about their jazz. They also got awards in jazz for technical excellence and superior showmanship, both of which were well-deserved. Their choreography was great and I was super into the costumes, too. Here’s a video of their jazz routine I found on YouTube. It says it was published a year ago, but maybe it’s older? I’m not sure. I’ll I’m sure about is you should totally check it out.

3. Tesoro High School Small Varsity Jazz

These girls have INCREDIBLE technique and amazing super-human turning powers… Turning powers that are a little familiar to me, actually. Can someone who is more familiar with California tell me how close Tesoro High School, located in Las Flore Cali, is to Fullerton College and Mount San Antonio College? Because all three schools dance a check of a lot alike. Which is totally fine; there is definitely nothing wrong with that and I’m not insinuating that I think there is something fishy going on. It’s just that I compete against Fullerton and San Antonio and it’d be interesting to keep an eye on Tesoro to see what batch of dancers the two schools will get come the next year. BUT… back to their dancing. They had great technique, great energy, and their choreography was textbook NDA and flowed incredibly along that stage. However, I wasn’t crazy about the costumes. I don’t personally like velvet pants, mostly because I don’t think they look good and all they do is scream “we are hiding any potentially bent knees!” But all in all, wow. I loved this routine. Here’s a pep rally routine from a few years ago because, ugh, even their game routines are unreal.

4. Marquette Mystique Small Varsity Jazz; Small Varsity Pom

I don’t get it. They only got seventh in jazz and eleventh in pom. It makes literally no sense to me, because I though their jazz routine was incredible, and I didn’t watch the pom, but I think that the technique they showed in jazz proved they could do well in pom, as well. Maybe NDA was just going a little crazy? I’m not sure. It seems as though every year in Collegiate Nationals there’s a crowd upset, and maybe it’s the same with high school, too. My disappointment aside, I think they were one of the cleaner routines I saw, I thought they had pretty nice technique, and I thought they had a whole lot of heart, which is so important. Keep doing what you’re doing, Marquette, because it’s going to happen for you! Check out this video of their pom routine from last year.

Who did you guys think were awesome? Who did I leave out of this list? Let me know in the comments below!